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LongingYears and years have passed and cannot understand why I kept on waiting for you to call or knock the door. The vision started to be clear, can I handle the fact that you will never come back? It is painful to realize that love and friendship can disappear.People used to say you are an angel, I believe you were, never thought what’s behind the word, you were preparing me though...never understood the meaning of “I will soon leave” …how did you know?? Your last goodbye was the weirdest, why did you spent the whole night staring at me without uttering a single word ? Why did you give the big smile when I asked when you are coming back ???? why didn’t you hug me ? Your picture is here just beside me, your smile gives me strength and faith to carry on as always. I Hear your voice calling me, and I happily cry “am here”, but soon I realize it is only my imagination. Feel so lonely and restless without you around for my peace lies within you. If you know how much I yearn to be with you?? Do not blame for not visiting your grave, I don’t have enough courage to see you lying there. Believe me one day I will be just beside you. We both know we cannot be apart for so long. In my mind and heart you are always there, either to help me making my life time decisions, or getting prepared for the last trip. © Nermeen Edrees posted: 2005-03-20 04:17:28 views since [2007-12-06 00:23:35]: 150 |